I feel like I am almost like I am floating through the world. I don't take pride in my school work (enough to pass with decent grades) I don't do any sports or anything like that. Recently I've felt like I am imbalanced and stagnant. I have this huge desire to go somewhere or do something that will change my life, but I don't know what to do. I'm trying to get a job and save up up enough money to move out (I'm really unhappy living at home). I honestly don't even know what I'm posting this. It seems silly. But every day I just have this feeling like I need to GET OUT. I know I have this person inside of me who is different, but I know I need a life changing experience to get her out (kind of the same idea as Under The Tuscan Sun).