actually call him maybe? texting and messaging in this kind of situation is not good and will get you nowhere quick. call him ask him whats up and where you guys are as far as a relationship goes before you do anything to drastic but you also have to realize that you did bring this on yourself, if you cant control yourself while your drinking then you shouldnt be drinking at all. so you have to understand how hurt he must have been when he found out you cheated on him. so whatever ends up happening your just going to have to deal with it and learn from all this.
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stalkers dont just ask for you clothes...they take them in your sleep