( Princess Bubbles )
Dairy Product Addict
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I'm really depressed and I feel very self conscience...the thing is, no one can tell because I hide it all under smiles...but when I get like this I become a useless blob. I feel fat and ugly, like the whole world looks better than me, but instead of working on it, I just give up and hide in my room behind my computer screen. Then my parents joke about me gaining weight and how I'm going to quickly become obese. I know they're joking, but at the same time I know it's the truth and it hurts, but I can't get myself to do anything except for cry. Any advice on how I can get out of this depression/self-conscience mode and motivate myself to do better?
------- "I am an arms dealer, fitting you with weapons in the form of words" FOB
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