What have you always wanted out of life?  For me, I always thought that if I wait this out, I will be happy like I want to in the future, and that's what gets me by everyday.  Yes it is hard and I feel like I'm just done almost everynight but I keep going.

If you want to talk to me I'm always around, if not I do hope you can see some brightness for the future and work through this dark time.

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yea, okay, hi!