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okay...i SERIOUSLY need help. Okay, about a year ago i dated this guy that was two years older than me. we dated for a little while, then i just got annoyed by him (because i didnt want a serious relationship and he did) so i broke it off. the bad thing was-he is the only guy i can really connect with, i can tell him anything. so after we stopped talking he started talking to this other girl. she was "the one" and the were so meant to be together, everyone knew they were. one day after school he was taking her home and he took his eyes off the road for a second to tell her he loved her...and then he ran into a utility truck that was working on the road....and she died. It was awful because she was so well loved by everyone. i cared A LOT about him, so i was there for him after it happened...we talked all the time and he told me everything about them, the accident, their future, their love...EVERYTHING. My mom thought i shouldnt be talking to him that much because she thought he was just putting the sympathy thing on me-he wasnt of course...so she banned me from talking to him. I continued to talk to him, and a month later we realized that we really had something for each other. After a while we were "together". We were both hated at my school for being together. My mom cant stand him. i completely feel for him--I LOVE HIM. I never told him and finally he stopped calling, and talking to me. I didnt understand, maybe we were getting to serious too fast, but I couldnt help it...he meant everything to me. Then my mom found out and a few days later i found out he was with this other girl. I went crazy and throught complete heartbreak. HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE AND I LOST HIM. So in October I called him. We started talking again, he told me he thought he was in love with me, but just didnt know how to make up for the heartbreak he caused. of course i believed him, then ON MY BIRTHDAY i found out he was with this other girl that is completely no where near who i am. HEARTBREAK once again. Then, on new years this year I called him. He said he loved me, and it took me a while and I told him that. I have never told a guy that. We started talking again. We LOVED EACH OTHER....or so i thought, we talked about the future and everything. he told me i made him happy, i made him smile, i meant everything and more. well a week ago i called him when i got out of school and he said he would call me right back and he loved me. he never called. I called him probably 30 times that weekend. I cried and cried and still cry. Monday came and i found out that he was with another girl. TOTALLY NOTHING LIKE ME. if he is gonna drop me...GO FOR SOMETHING BETTER. ya know? I dont know what to do. everyone says he isnt the one, and we arent meant to be if he is going to do that, but i cant get over him. i love him so much.....what do i do? he is on my mind every second of the day. HELP ME!! What do i do?? ugh!! :)

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