everything is crashing inward. stop...words....
see, get...all notmaking sense. i must blare music.
need to make myself sleepy. i...my heart.... To certain people that I know in my life: I'm sorry for the way I am. I wish things didn't change me into this broken, fragmented mess.
To those who did this to me: I still despise you greatly.
I'm tired of you thinking I'm going to suddenly forget what you all did to me, especially the one who broke me...
why can't...
I...just....
can't do it anymore.
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Love is all I ever really want out of life.