This is it, no more of the old me. I need to stand up for myself and not let others make me feel bad. I've about had it because I've been pushed over the limit and bent in two for my backstabbing so to speak friends and from now on I am not going to let that happen. I also need to make a stand against my dad and tell him to leave me the fuck alone and stop touching my boobs. Uggh just thinking about my dad pisses me the fuck off. I also need to find better guys to date other than the guys I've been daiting who have used me and then dumped me. To fuck with them and that's the end of that train. No more will I let a guy use me and then dump me no, I will dump them even before they get a fucking chance to use me. I also need to tell my brother I am who I am and to shut the fuck up that I spread rumors about him and I don't. Sorry about this but all this just gets me so fucking angry that I want to change it all. Any help would be nice on any way I can tell them these things or things like that?
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belizabeth is me.