so a couple weeks ago one of my best friends attempted suicide and was sent to a hospital. she came back home a few days later and we hung out a lot and she said how she never wanted to go back there. then a few days later she tried to OD and was extremely close to death. she is in the hospital still but i'm afraid that when she comes back she will try to do it again. she'll eventually be successful...right? i feel like i am kinda responsible because i have known about her problems for a long time and we talked about everything...or so i thought. i just dont want to feel like it's my fault anymore. it's making me depressed and i've been here too many times before.
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9:03 am on Mar. 9, 2008 | Joined Mar. 2008 | 2 Days Active Join to learn more about bellaluna92Indiana, United States | BisexualFemale | 10 Posts | 30 Points