They don't understand my pain.  I hide it all behind a smile...foolish boy I am! old enough, yet not a man.  A real man would speak his mind.  but when it comes to do or die, you shrivel up and bow your head in submission.

Crimson red flows from these veins, but why?  I must not be human.  A human has more amenities than I do.  Mini-fridge, laptops, spacious rooms, vehicles...I must not be deserving of at least a little bit of pity.

Just spit on my face, I don't mind.  My face is already covered with the filth of jealousy.  It doesn't even wash off with comet.  and std that isn't infectious, but spontaneously, transmitted by the dick called my mind.  at least, that is how I feel.

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livewires self proclaimed resident poet

sucks to be us dont it?

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My LW Lovers, guess And, Lauraaaa dont believe me? ask them. SweetestGirlEver!

This a wrong way of thinking, I used to think like you, and I never accomplished anything.

You can be anything you want anything you wish, by working for it. Don't expect anything to come to you, don't expect love or success to come to you. You have to be there looking for it until you find it. And you will. Because complaining like that with such words will never help you.  

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i know exactly how you feel.

sucks to be us dont it?

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yeah, but I'm sure we're stronger for it.

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livewires self proclaimed resident poet

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Why jealousy?

This a wrong way of thinking, I used to think like you, and I never accomplished anything.

You can be anything you want anything you wish, by working for it. Don't expect anything to come to you, don't expect love or success to come to you. You have to be there looking for it until you find it. And you will. Because complaining like that with such words will never help you.

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I work hard.  I know things aren't easy.  I just don't think being walked all over helps.  trinkets here and there aren't helping, either.  shiny, yes.  but 5 here and there and spread weeks apart for various chores, every several chores I do, isn't helping.

I have too much pride as a swordsman to expect things to come easy.  If I can't work hard for it, it's not really worth my time going after.

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livewires self proclaimed resident poet

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you sound a bit emo tbh....but hopefully things will look up soon :)

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haha, caught me red handed.  

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livewires self proclaimed resident poet