think about the things you like doing, and see if you feel like joining any clubs to meet new people.

i have similar problems myself often, and i also suffer from depression, and i understand that you dont always feel like going out and smiling, but sometimes listening to everyone elses problems can only weigh you down.

i know a particularly bitchy girl in my school talks about me behind my back as the "fucking manic depressive", which i dont find amusing at all, because she clearly doesnt understant depression.

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dont wonder why im not smiling, wonder why you are.