We need more information. Have you actually been diagnosed by a doctor before? If not, and if you feel like you really are struggling to live, then you ought to tell your parents. Tell them that if you have a serious mental disorder, it has a serious chance of making you basically non-functional and therefore you might do poorly in college, etc. If they don't want to take you to a psychiatrist before, that might change their mind.
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