So around a year ago I had a great time. I was 17 and I took immense pleasure in getting drunk, chatting up girls, fighting and trying to get in the nightclubs. I wasn't a bad guy and I felt popular. I was a pretty nice, reasonable guy and my way of chatting up was just talking and dancing and actually being nice to the girls. I didn't see age gaps as a problem and in one weekend at 17 I pulled a 19 year old, a 24 year old and a 21 year old. I wasn't the least bit self-conscious and was very confident in myself. So now, I realised after last night, where I stayed sober in a nightclub. Ive lost so much of what I had. I got some back when I just didn't give a fuck about what people thought when I tried desperately to talk to Catherine.
But last night I was watching a girl on the dancfloor, about 23, she was brunette, short and knew she was hot. I wanted to go out and try a dance with her. But I didn't, I didn't want to come across as a creep. I don't want girls to think I'm one of those perves looking for a cheap fuck in the clubs. And I wont be able to brush that off if I I get that kind of reaction. I knew that if I had 4 or 5 drinks in me Id of gone up and tried a dance with her. But a year ago Id have done it sober..
Also this guy was trying a fight with me, and I was all set to deck him outside, but I just didn't even bother looking for him afterwards, which annoyed me. I didn't want to fight, I was almost...afraid.
So how do I go back to the way I was? How do I just lose the fear of coming across as a creep and go back to thinking these girls WANT me to dance with them and chat them up?
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