The problem is not him, but myself. He makes every effort to make me feel loved and secure, but I still have my doubts. We are both starting to fall in love with eachother, but since he's my first love.. I'm scared. Part of me wants to fall in love..

I have an extremely bad fear of rejection, like it goes beyond what I would call normal measures. I'm so scared I'll be cheated on or rejected, even though this is not the type of guy to do that. Also, he's had 3 other girlfriends in his life(he's 20) and I KNOW he's had sex before. He was cheated on and dumped by his last GF the day he proposed to her. He said it really hurt him, but it happened a year ago and he says he's over it.

How do I find a way to get over my insecurities? Has anyone else ever went through this? I really want this relationship to work. >.<

Ridiculous, huh? But like that old saying goes, you gotta love yourself if you can ever love someone else.

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YOUR FACE.

Have you talked with him about these issues you are having?  If you haven't, you really should.  A re-assurance from him would make a world of difference.  Remember, he knows the pain of being cheated on, and if he is a good person, then you know he wouldn't want you to have the same pain that he felt.  Make sure you tell him it isn't because of your trust issues with him as a person, but of your own insecurities.

Relationships are a beautiful thing.  Get to know each other, and when you love the other person then you will know it.  Try not to think about him cheating on you, when you know he wouldn't.  Have that conversation, it will make you feel better.

Inbox is open if you want to talk.

~Shaun