I had a nightmare.. Childish but whatever. They suck.
So I dreamt my parents got divorced, and I always thought I wouldn't care, but the pain I felt in the dream just struck me so bad I woke up cold and crying.
The pain I felt was just.. Incredulous.
I've had bad dreams before.. Replays of my brother dying, replays of horrific moments I've been through, seeing loved ones die, seeing terrible things but never experienced a type of pain like this.
I don't even like my parents after what they've done to me! Does it mean anything..
I can't stop thinking about it and crying (N)
I really mean no offence to anyone with divorced parents..
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THE SHIP HAS SUNK AND I'M SWIMMING FOR MY LIFE.