Most the time i can get him to masturbate around 4 times a day, while he's at work.

Which is fun, lol i have very real feelings for him, and im in lust wit him...problem is he's got a girl, who he says he hates, and doesn't find attractive, but she's easy.

And since i don't live around him what other choice does he have right?

Well we've known eachother for years just as best friends, but we've been becoming more serious. Its hard because im a virgin, and hes not...lol obviously.

Well now im a lil worried, every time were around each other theres big time sexual tenson,

but we cant do anything kus we've always got a crowd, lol well i know your thinkin im a terrible peron, but i never thought id be this kind of girl, i mean i have been cheated on before, i hated it But me and this guy love eachother, the girl he's wit is controlling, and fights him because he wont marry her.

So im spose to be seeing him pretty soon, and well we have always been flirt friends,

and i havent seen him since we've gotten serious, now were talkin about sex, and im scared, i have no idea wut im doin if it'll hurt or wut...i dunno wut to do

Shes a bitch... and i know im not the only girl goin through this, have any other girls out there been in my position?

PLease help me, guys and girls i need serious advice, please don't judge me.
Let me know if i can pm you. I really do need help, i swear im not a bad person, just a confused one. i have put my self in her shoes...ive actually been there.. it dont help me.

but if you need someone to just talk it out with,
you can pm me.
ill listen anytime. (:

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"Dance as if no one is watching you"
"Love as if youve never been hurt"

xx

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you can pm me, with the pics.

xx

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yeah me too

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