yeah.
i'm visiting my ex tonight. because we're still friends with the family, and his little bro is turning 4.
and i dunno. his family doesn't like ben (my boyfriend). that's no secret. but most of them make an effort to talk to him and such like. the last time my ex (rob) and ben were in the same room, rob basically didn't talk to him at all. normally it wouldn't bother me, he's not a talkative person. but like, his girlfriend (mary) talked to him. and ben even tried to make conversation.
i also caught him watching us a few times. which is definitely out of character for him. but i think that's because with ben i'm completely different to how i was when i was with him.
when rob and i were together, i was very... reserved. definitely not the fun-loving nutter i am with ben. and i think this is the reason he's watching. but i don't know.
and i want to confront him about it.
but is there any point? we've been apart for more than a year. but i want to keep him as a friend, and i'm not entirely sure i can do that if he's being outright hostile to my boyfriend.
i guess i just wanted to get it off my chest.
thoughts?
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