I met this guy on the internet.

ALL RIGHT ALREADY, DON'T GET FREAKED OUT!

I KNOW he's the real deal, because a) I have good intuition, b) he definitely doesn't act like the perfect guy sex offenders pretend to be, c) I've seen in on webcam and yes, he does look his age, and d) I've talked to him on the phone. Every night, in fact.

And I'm crazy for him. WAY crazy.

Only of course, the problems.

Problem one: Hello! I met him on the internet! Are my parents going to approve of that? NO!

Problem two: He just-so-happens to be 19. I'm 14. Five years age difference. *I* don't care, but I can certainly think of people who would.

Problem three: He doesn't live where I do. He lives in the same state but a different city.

Problem four: We haven't met face-to-face yet, no matter how much we both want to.

SO BASICALLY.

I want to know HOW me being with him could be possible!

PLEASE actually *ask* questions before assuming things about him and I will be able to verify things.

And yes, I know for a fact he likes me back. Although he doesn't want to admit it.

Not to mention he has this huge habit of being an overall confusing person and joking about serious things and saying things then contradicting them or taking them back.

I could probably deal with this EXCEPT for the fact that he always is like this whenever he tells me that he likes or loves me.  

Example:

Him: Becca... I love you
Me: ...
Him: Haha but no I was just kidding.
Me: >.<

This happens all the time...

And then of course

Him: I love you
Me: Is that a joke?
Him: I don't know. Is it?
Me: I don't know. Is it?
Him: You tell me. What do YOU think.
Me: I don't know. You're so confusing. I can never tell if you mean something or not. It bothers me.
Him: I am a confusing person. People tell me that all the time. I don't know, you figure it out. If you don't know, I don't know.
Me: -sigh-
Him: -laughs randomly-
Me: o.o
Him: Okay how about this. I *think* I love you.
Me: ...okay. ^^

Etc...

Yeah, its an infuriating thing. Specially since we both like each other but aren't officially going out or anything and he's not into cyberdating and UGH I don't know what to do.

If you can't solve the whole relationship problem thingy, try to think up some ideas of how I can meet up with him secretly, keeping in mind that my mother is a) evil and b) cunning.

Much love and thanks!

<3 XOXO

Sabaku no Rebecca

I did that for some guy..but now i just totally blew him off..He was too desperate.

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Desiree, he looks too old for that, not to mention he lives to far away, and my sister would be able to vouch for him not existing at my school because she goes there also. Also, my mother is an evil mastermind, remember? She would go as far as looking in the yearbook for him. For real.

Bono, I have heard of millions of people like that. Sorry for them, but they died because they were stupid enough not to make sure they actually KNOW the person before meeting with them. I have truckloads of evidence that he's an actual real person who does not rape people.

Only, you've forgotten about my parents.

Thanks,

<3 XOXO

Sabaku no Rebecca

Chic, my mom is smarter (and eviller) than that. :(

Thanks,

<3 XOXO

Sabaku no Rebecca

I guess that's the smart thing, waiting, I know. It's just so damn hard. I want to see him SO BAD!!!

Thanks,

<3 XOXO

Sabaku no Rebecca

If you really do like him, tell your mum. You might be suprised at how much she understands. Not only is that a good idea because then you wouldn't be lying, but if you do go to visit him, she would know where you were and would feel happier.
If you decide not to tell your mother, make sure you bring a friend with you or something. You can never be too careful.

I hope it works out for you! :)

xxx

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And god, I have no intention of having sex this young. One can have a relationship without having sex, you know. It's not just friends vs sex. There's such thing as in between!

Thanks,

<3 XOXO

Sabaku no Rebecca

Thanks,

<3 XOXO

Sabaku no Rebecca