I know it's not the end of the world, but it sure as hell seems like it. My best friend just texted me a few minutes ago to tell me how fantastic her date was last night. She's going to tell me all about it, soon.

But honestly, I don't want to hear it. But I'll grin and bear it, as I usually do. But it hurts, a lot. This sounds incredibly cliche, but everytime a friend of mine gushes about their crush/boyfriend, I feel like I'm getting stabbed in the heart.

I just wanted to say, that if I ever get a boyfriend, I will probably die from shock, or not know how to act, thus ruining it.

Well, that's all. I guess I will go listen to my friend's story, with a big ass fake grin on my face.

She's lucky though. And so are you.
The right guy will come along soon!

I try not to talk about it when things are going well, and if they're not, I complain to her :D

xxx

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My best friend feels like this quite a lot :(

She's lucky though. And so are you.
The right guy will come along soon!

I try not to talk about it when things are going well, and if they're not, I complain to her :D

xxx

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I realize you are trying to help, but how is not having anyone lucky?