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I hate myself and my life
Replies: 7Last Post July 9 10:11am by ehmusic
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Im depressed. I have no friends no family except for my dad who i never see and my mom who isnt all there herself. I feel so alone and hated. In high school I was picked on and in college im so scared of people i have little friends there too and they dont care about me. I wish i could just stop caring about what people think cause they dont do anything for me i mean they just make me feel bad so y do i give a fuck what they think? Its cause im tired of always being the one that is ostracized and embarrassed and talked down on. I want people to like me and i want to have friends. And i take up for myself of course [mostly] but now its getting to the point where i just need it to stop. Im tired of feeling bad about myself and depressed all the time. I may just need to move away and start over again cause my life sucks but i just cant do that right now. Im just stuck here in this trap. And i cant talk to anyone about it. My dad doesnt care my mom cant handle it and my sister wouldnt understand or know what to say. I used to have a best friend at least but we're growing apart. What can i do to be happier in my own skin?

4:24 am on July 9, 2008
Mattie17


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I think im alot like that. things will work out just give it time

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Erin Puff

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we all have our special talents, do something productive, that doesn't involve hurting yourself, like sky divng, J/K, surf the web, watch stupid vids on youtube. anything.

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rozi k


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im sure things'll work out.... just give ur life a chance

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TinyHere


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build confidence.
become obsessive with music.
work out.

it's hard to pick yourself up when you're down, but nothing changes overnight.  


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skittybaby

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college and high school can be tough if your on your own, but as hard as it is, just get through it because when your finished at least when your older, people grow out of being mean for no reason

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sweetsimba


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i am feeling exactly similar like u, even more worst. i m at the point of terminating my life. i use meditation. it just stops me from triggering more. it will work in ur case do.http://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Meditation

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Let my concisious take me to a point,
where everything would come to an end in split of a second.

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ehmusic


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I would like to start off by saying that I'm sorry that you've been having so much trouble, especially lately.  High School can be a challenge, even at the best of times, and I'm sorry that you're starting to having troubles in college.  
I'm not really certain about your family situation, since you said that you get on well with your father, have you tried talking to him about all of this?  Maybe he could set aside more time that he could spend with you, or else try and help things between you and your mother.  It certainly couldn't hurt anything.

It's good that you're taking up for yourself, don't let people walk all over you, but don't be overly hostile about it, that certainly won't help you with trying to acquire some friendships.

Why don't you try giving your college that you're currently attending another try, before you move to another.  Are you very involved in clubs and activities?  That could be a very good start to trying to get some good friends.  I've found several really good friends of mine, through my music.
Is there anything in particular that has been driving you and your best friend apart?  If there isn't, then maybe you and your friend are just not spending much time with each other, and slowly growing apart.  If that's the case, then you two should try to set aside a little time, whenever you can, to just go out and get close to each other again.  That certainly wouldn't hurt your depression.

Have you been in any sort of therapy?  That could really help you, not only with your depression, but maybe as to why you're having such a hard time with your peers.

Hope that this has helped you.
Feel free to message me anytime that you want to talk.

Post edited at 10:15 am on July 9, 2008 by ehmusic

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