I wrote this two days ago. I was feeling bad then, and the feeling won't go away, i need to express myself somehow, I'm no adept in the written word, but I think I feel abit better after writing this. ----
Have you ever held a blade to your wrist?
have you ever wanted so much to die?
or at least be able to hurt yourself?
Am I weak because I can't harm myself?
Or am I strong for living?
I don't why I'm this way.
I don't know why I want to die.
I have everything I could want.
Maybe I'm a spoilt rotten child.
Or maybe everyone else is blind
I feel so alone.
I feel so depressed.
I see my life and wish it would end.
I don't want to feel like this any more.
Am I my own worst enemy?