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cant take anymore
Replies: 3Last Post Nov. 24, 2009 4:24pm by cutie2
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i have depression, anxiety, and panic attacks.  i've had this shit for 4 or five years now and i've been able to deal with it.  but now im starting to give up.  i feel like shit everyday.  im so upset and i feel like im not real and noting is real and i cant get over it.  im doin horrible in school.  everything went down the shitter.  

i recently started hookin up with someone, but she just played with my heart and made everything hurt so much more.  like im over this life.  that was the third time this year someone told me they like me only to turn around and say "i actually dont" and leave me hangin feelin like a dumb ass.

i really thought i wasn't gonna make it through last night.  i was just curled up in a ball on my floor all night cuz my stomach hurts so bad.  like id rather not die, but life really sucks ass.  im losing it :(

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Im right there with ya. But do me a favor give it a month or so before you finish yourself off. Think about the effects it will have on your family? You friends? Can I ask a personal question you dont have to answer but I would like to know just for peace at mind. Do you have a relationship with Jesus Christ?

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i used to.  but it always scared me.  cuz everytime i'd do somethin bad id freak out cuz i would think im goin to hell.  religion just kinda scared me i guess.

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Let me just say, it's not like that, as a Christian. It scared me too a few years ago, so much, and often got me down. But it's a lie. When you know that Jesus has taken the penalty for you, and when you decide to accept that and try to follow him and love God, you are saved. He died ONCE, for ALL, and in that moment every wrong thing you ever did or ever will do was washed away and God does not count it on your record - he forgives you and loves you COMPLETELY. I can't stress that enough. I know a lot of people get scared. Don't be afraid. Talk to a church leader perhaps. It's something you can learn a bit more about. Read some sections of the bible - try Romans perhaps. Don't take other peoples words for it. Find out yourself. You know God says "seek and you'll find"? Believe him, take his word for it and try. Things don't happen instantly but I promise you, you can find rest and comfort and safety. When he says "Fear not, for I am with you" it's not a message to all those perfect people out there (there are no perfect people), it's a promise to you as much as anyone. You will not go to hell if you accept the gift God's offered to save you. He has already won that battle for you, all you have to decide is whether to accept it gratefully, or keep going on in your own strength and trusting in your own goodness. God doesn't disappear when people ignore him. He lets them make that choice for themselves. You have free will.

I said these things because you said you used to believe but it scared you too much. Me too! God knows you're not perfect, and he loves you anyway. Trust him. He's ready to forgive it all. He's just, and hates sin, but he's full of mercy and loves YOU.

Anyway... yeah. Read a bible from time to time and see where it gets you. It can't hurt. If you pray for God to help as you go, you'll find you start to understand. He'll do it.

As for depression and anxiety, I'm there too. I have medications that help, and every day is a learning process. You haven't always felt this bad, and you won't always. Hold on.

Take care,

Tin

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