Last night I had a dream that she was still alive,
but was still about to go any day. And in my dream
I knew that she was gonna die. My mother was about
to take my grandmother home.
We hadn't left the driveway yet. And as I sat in the
back seat, I figured she wasn't going to die that
day, so I got out of the car, gave her a hug, told her
that I loved her, and walked away.
When my mom had just gotten home we got a phone call.
My grandmother passed away in her recliner chair
as soon as she got up to her home.

I woke up from this crying my eyes out.
It was the most intense/upsetting dream
that I've had in the LONGEST time...

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12/20/09 x3
You're my everything.

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Shit happens.

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I really hate people like you
who have to read something
like this and then make an
asshole comment.
Im just sayin.  

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12/20/09 x3
You're my everything.

I know how you feel.
Not many people will understand until they lose someone special.
I still have dreams like her coming to me asking whether her daughters are okay, and telling me she loves me .

I can't stop crying when I think of her.
I guess you just get used to the pain.
I try to think of the happy memories I have with her &relish them.  

If there was such thing as heaven, then we'll meet again :)

Post edited at 7:42 am on Dec. 3, 2009 by cherrymint