i think i'm alcoholic. i've been drinkin like pretty much every night of the week this year. and i'd left home because my parents couldn't handle me. been living with these 2 guys. ones like 45 and ones 30. and they're really good guys. helped me a lot. but i've been getting really close to the younger one. like too close. so i decided i'd move back home before things got complicated. and tonight i didn't go out even though mum said i should. and i'm like craving a drink so bad. and it scares me. and fuck everything else in my life is going wrong. all my mates are backstabbing bitches. they all been talkin shit bout me. except one of them whose like ma best mate. so i don't even know what the point of this topic is but i need help. i'm close to break down. i hate my job, i hate my family. i hate everything. by the way i'm 19 and live in new zealand
4:09 am on Sep. 5, 2008
ErnestoTheTrippyOne
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PM me and maybe we can fix things a bit.
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