For the past month now I have been completely miserable. I feel like my depression is back. I feel like a fucking zombie. I wake up, eat, shower, go to college and repeat. My friends are away at school, and I'm stuck here, by myself. My best friend is 5 hours away from me and my other best friend is too busy in his high school year to ask me how I am. He immed me yesterday and asked me where i've been... where does he think i've been? I mean seriously. The stress of school, the stress of being alone, I don't know what to do. I just feel like crying 24/7. My dad died when I was thirteen and I haven't really been the same since then. I know that was a long time ago and I'll be 18 next month, but still. I feel miserable and no matter who i talk to, my "best friends" who are supposed to be there for me don't understand. They give me shitty advice thats like "don't think about it." How can i not think about it? My parent fucking died.
I've been going to therapy every week since my father died but i feel like its doing nothing.
I don't know. i just feel like i had to get that out.
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Some people don't really know how to help, so they'll say something like that. They can't understand and are incapable of helping, or else they're scared of the serious topic. There is nothing that you enjoy doing? 
