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so about this time I started talking to this amazing girl. We would always talk during class, we would make each other laugh constantly. Right before 2nd semester she dropped out. I found her on myspace around february. We started talking and after a couple of months we became bestfriends. Since the 1st day that we talked I knew I liked her...and that she was the one. I know its crazy. But anyways when I told her I had a crush on her she seemed like she wanted to go with me but then she said "cordero, I think it would be best if we were friends". I figured that she wanted to save our friendship. So I let it go and I was crushed. After a week I stopped talking to her.
After a couple of weeks she messaged me saying that she missed me. So I started talking to her again. We couldn't hang out bc I had no money and I hate asking my mom for money. So she got pissy and started saying that I was blowing her off. All that time I wanted to spend every moment with her. Then she stopped talking to me bc she was mad. I started talking to her again.
All this time she had 4 different boyfriends. She's not a slut. She's still a virgin. But she would keep coming to me complaining about the assholes she dates. She would say on her myspace "I just wanna find a sweet cute guy". The she told me that I was the sweetest guy ever. I asked her if I was cute she said yes but not extra cute. Again crushed. I figured its not really about our friendship. The only reason she won't date me is because I'm not cute enough. It hurts. Like incredibly bad.
She started going through alot of shit around a month ago. Thats when she said that I was her only bestfriend and that I was a real friend. She would send me texts randomly that would say "i love you so much". She left her house bc of all the stress. We ahvent really talked that much. But now were going to be pen pals. I think I should just get over her.idk it feels like its never gonna happen.

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