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Quote: from chaosdisown at 4:11 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 4:06 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 3:58 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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to bad they don't exist.

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      ugh thats the truth. It sucks :/

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yep, maybe one day you will, you never know, just because most aren't intelligent doesn't mean they are all dumbasses      
     

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    I just need someone mature and intelligent AT LEAST. That's so hard to find these days.

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well you could have someone that is mature and intelligent, but is a complete ass to you, or doesn't care about you, i guess it depends on what you are asking him for.

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  I definitely want someone who is extremely compassionate and a great person. But is also intelligent enough to help.

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well, don't be to over obsessive about yourself. if you want a guy like that, you cant act so up tight, just be calm, and play it cool, don't act so high that you need someone to fill your standards, but don't feel so low that you bring them down with you.

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I'm having a lot of family issues right now, So It's really hard not to act up-tight I suppose. My mom passed away August 7th. And when I'm with someone, I love to act really open with them/show my emotions, and when I don't I get so frustrated with myself. Being Calm is so, SO hard. I don't know their intentions!

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Quote: from melodramatic at 4:13 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from chaosdisown at 4:11 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 4:06 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from chaosdisown at 4:00 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 3:58 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from chaosdisown at 3:57 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 3:55 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Quote: from chaosdisown at 3:55 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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to bad they don't exist.

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       ugh thats the truth. It sucks :/

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yep, maybe one day you will, you never know, just because most aren't intelligent doesn't mean they are all dumbasses      
     

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     I just need someone mature and intelligent AT LEAST. That's so hard to find these days.

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well you could have someone that is mature and intelligent, but is a complete ass to you, or doesn't care about you, i guess it depends on what you are asking him for.

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   I definitely want someone who is extremely compassionate and a great person. But is also intelligent enough to help.

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well, don't be to over obsessive about yourself. if you want a guy like that, you cant act so up tight, just be calm, and play it cool, don't act so high that you need someone to fill your standards, but don't feel so low that you bring them down with you.

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 I'm having a lot of family issues right now, So It's really hard not to act up-tight I suppose. My mom passed away August 7th. And when I'm with someone, I love to act really open with them/show my emotions, and when I don't I get so frustrated with myself. Being Calm is so, SO hard. I don't know their intentions!

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im so sorry for your loss of your mom. Its ok to let out your feelings, but you have to put a limit and not spill all your feelings out. Try your best to be calm, think of what your mother would want you to become, men aren't all compassionate, but some are, and they will help you if you let them.

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He is trying, He just cracks jokes because he doesn't know what to say. :/ Ugh, And We only get to see each other every other week or so. Today was the first time I  saw him in 3 weeks, And I ended up crying. I don't know why =/

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