Yeah, so yesterday my mom and I began discussing people who need help. She got all humorous and began calling people who were depressed and/or low self-esteem as basket cases, whackjobs, nutjobs, narcissits, cry-babies, and said that sociopaths just can't face their own problems and need to grow up. Well, yeah, I know I've got major self-esteem issues, and suicidal tendencies, and people I've talked to told me to get my parents to get my help.
After that little talk, not gonna happen. There's one more window shut down. I'm not gonna have my parents see me as a psychopath, they see me as totally normal. Whenever I fuck up, they assume I'm projecting and blaming someone else, but I always take in my own problems, make them my own. No one knows except people on this site, and because of yesterday, no one will.
Anyways, yup, so let's hope I don't have a self-hate attack and won't be able to reach a computer, or I am S.O.L. (If your wondering why this is so nonchalant, the issue has been around for over ten years now and it's just an underlying tone to whatever I do unless I have these 'self-hate' attacks which is when I fuck myself up, and nearly kill myself, which I hide.)
Ideas?
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