I feel so fuckin screwed up towards my boyfriend because he talks to his ex girlfriend still and they skip school to hang out together. I feel like, he tells me what I want to hear instead of what he feels.

My mom doesn't trust me one bit and I don't know how I'm supposed to help that so I get screamed at for everything at home.

School is absolutely horrible. Period.

And the only reason I can come up with for not killing myself is so my mom doesn't have to find me.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I want to stop thinking about it. I can't no matter what.
And everyone I talk to now, I guess wouldn't understand any part of it. I'm so stuck.

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talk 2 me, we can go 2gether.

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I don't want someone else who feels that, It'd probably make things worse.