Today I learned some new things. I've been going in for unnecessary PAPs, the change was biological, I passed up a great guy over it, and the doctor thinks I "Handled the [plastic uncomfortable thing] very well."
In more or less words she thinks I'm loose. Then she asked me how I know things are abnormal which resulted in a very awkward moment. I'm sorry that I don't like to keep a dirty vag?!
So I've been taking treatments for something I don't-fucking-have and worrying myself sick for no-fucking-reason? Perhaps she thought I was one of those sickos who go in just to have some one look at their junk?
Jesus.
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Like a runaway